ta ser: haiya i told u ta forget it right.. its just like ink. the more u try to clear, the worse it become. right?.. ive lost the super last last last ray of hope in choir le. no point doing anything now.. haix.. no point arguing also. we got generation gap. or rather wad they been through, we did not. what we been through, they did not. as simple as that.. one saw the angel her. one saw the devil her. the way they describes her as an angel is jus as unbelievable as wad we describes her as a devil to them. so wads there to argue about?. 4get it le la.

wad sets my mind tinking now is that i tink i remembered hearing someone saying - I REGRETTED JOINING CHOIR loudly 2 years back as we walk past yea ser?.. ha... and i wonder who tarnished choir's image. wad a gd example set by them ya?? or rather her?.. stop acting like a saint la, u noe wad u did, u how how ''much'' u contributed.. and how u caused more harm than good to the choir.. yep.. so pls do some self reflections before blaming us.

tis shall be my last post on choir. its simply jus so not sensible ta argue through blogs. perhaps we shd hold a debate session. ha. but like wad i've said, 4get it le la. sianx. but pls get tis into yr head tt choir is not only u people's hardwork. wad disappointments u all feel on tis is only less than half of wad we felt. i admit tt i can nv put myself into ur shoes, coz theres no way to change the mindset of a devil to an angel. but try tinking of getting all disappointed already, and seniors coming back ta rub salt on wounds. wad a nice feeling yeah?..

hem shall do some blogging today.. firstly,

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY LAOZIE!.. hehehe... thanx for the treat jus now.. hope u like the present n the card =)

lets talk about yesterday first.. hem... 2 super super super sad news... scored super super badly for geog prelims.. jia lat... tts not tt bad.. but we got back our cca score.. guess wad. i got 8pts.. b3. one more point to an a2.. meaning i can only deduct 1 mark for bonus if i were to enter a jc... jus tt one point more to deducting 2 marks for bonus.. haix... tis is really sucky.. wad if i cant get into a jc becoz of tt. haix.. we had did all tt we shd.. and also done things tt r beyond our duties as a SL. but wad we get is a B3 and blames from everyone. NOBODY ever tried putting themselves in our shoes. no. u noe how does it feel to get blamed for the things tt u did not do?... anyway, i meant the lousy national day concert performance in SCH. not ndp. am i tt ignorant not ta noe tt ndp is pre-recorded?.. haix im sorry if i sound offensive. im jus sad. b3. one more point. wdf. haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

okok so much for the sad part.. ha.. yesterday was disastrous.. but today was.. heavenly... hehe... was super super suprised ta get an A1 for science.. yay.. so happy... finally i got my a1.. but a bit the sianx... only 76 or 77... borderline a1.. ha.. my class got so many ppl getting 80+++.. i tink got 2 or 3 even got 90 over.. haha... e2 jiu shi e2... too power liaox.. but im happy enough liaox.. hehe..

yay.. new skin... nice?.. hehe.. i like it=)

haix.. ser told mi about her emailing melissa regarding some misunderstandings between them and us on choir stuff.. haix... actually sorta got over tis -sonothappywithmspuaissue-after some counselling by mr lee.. haix u noe its like more of disappointing than angry.. its like so disappointed that we completely gave up.. its like.. not the beatty choir tt we belong to anymore.. she controls every single thing... be it choir tees or new committee.. haix.. seriously if she can do things well.. we got nothing to say.. but time after time.. its all but disappointments.. its always (note-ALWAYS) empty promises.. for example, even since sec2.. she promised an end of year choir camp, sec3, she promised to get the gowns or tees or choir badge done, sec4, she promised to let us have a say in the new commitee.. all r?.. EMPTY PROMISES.. perhaps she is really forgetful or careless.. but it jus show tt she doesnt care.. its like... i rememberd mdm ching telling us how -not-a-responsible-person ms pua is... (im serious.. she said tt to us).. she made us lose complete faith in her.. its not like we dun like her on the very day she came.. i remembered getting all excited when we noe tt she is back.. coz all the seniors told us how angelic she is.. even my sis.. how an angel she is... haix.... but once, twice.. thrice... she disappointed us.. how r we supposed to believe again?.. her decisions did not make us xing fu kou fu.. but make us hate her.. this new commitee thing was actually the -immediate cause- which make all of us lose hope. yep.. somewhere round april, we sort of discussed the new com issue with her.. and there r 10 on probation.. (10 choose 8).. then we suggested to have 2 sectional leaders in both alto and soprano.. she said tt its not necessary.. theres no need even to have a SL in the sections.. jus like criticising mi and serene.. plus our idea.. its really fine with us... coz at that time we still believe tt she, as the founder of beatty choir.. wud noe what is best for the choir.. yep.. so we jus listened to her.. then shortly be4 the june holidays, she said she wanna have a meeting ta discuss and decide on who will take over us during the holis.. we asked winnie to contacted her.. she msged her.. i tink more than once.. but no reply.. we tot she might be busy.. so we waited till after the holis... and guess wad?.. we got to know from our juniors tt she had decided their new com. members already... if she had choosen reasonably.. we wud have bear with it and hope tt wad she did was for the gd of the choir.. but no. NO. who was the chairman?.. shixuan.. the only girl on probation in her form class.. shixuan. the one who is in chinese dance. the one who performed for chinese dance instead for choir for so many sch events.. be it speech day graduation day or sec one orientation day.. so many seniors complained about her sucky attitude.. but she was the new chairperson. GREAT. isnt tt great?.. to add on to all our 'bu4 shuang3 -ness', she actually selected 2 SLs in each section.. wow.. she took the idea which she critisized till its like not even worth a though.. not say a second one.. wad a saint she is ya?.. haix.. 4 yrs in this choir.. no camp.. no outing.. no nothing.. seriously i feel tt ms chang will be super sad to know tt beatty choir, the choir tt she put so much effort in had changed back to the orginal state when she jus took over.. or perhaps... even worse.. haix.. during national day tis yr.. they performed.. mi and ser almost broke down.. they r representing the sch for NDP.. but so wad?.. they r not even singing... its all pre-recorded.. none of them sang.. they jus danced.. haix.. is this the choir tt we were once in?. NO. we were in the beatty choir led by ms chang.. the beatty choir tt sings.. not dance.. and since its not the choir anymore... y shd we go to tt farewell party?.. haix.. choir.. is all but memories now.

wah long time nv blog.. haha.. well whole week of exams... haix... was... alright.. but.. not so alright.. haix lazy mi.. nv study much... nothing much happened tis week actually.. except tt...

IT'S LESBO'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!... HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH!!.. haha.. hope u like the present =)

....although i had to do something super sinful today.. sorry.. haix... not much mood ta blog actually.. feeling super super super guilty.. haix... will blog again when im feeling better. =(

TO : 'HATE YOU', thanx for hating mi and trying ta piss mi off =), had been a long time since someone tells mi tt.. hahahas.. thanx... so shuang3...

ta ryn lesbo - lesbo!!!... been quite a while since we last catch up with each other ya?.. haha... aniwaex heres wishing u all de best 4 prelims and remember tt i'll always be here 4 ya k? =)
ta mercy dear - mercy!!!.. so pai sae.. cant watch movie wif ya today coz of my tution.. haha.. sorri sorri.. hehe.. another day k? =)

YAY!.. its friday again.. hehe... prelims r halfway over le... haha... so far.. hem... soso onli.. haha... dun tink i can make it to a jc for first 3 months.. hahaha... hem... monday got amaths!!!.. jia lat seh.. hahaha... haix.... scared leh... haha...

wow.. haha... 1 week since i last blogged.. hahahas... well.. supposed ta be a one week holiday.. haha.. but seems tt everyone is busy studying.. prelims nx week... or rather... 3 more days?.. hahahas.. so sianx.. on monday... i went novena ta study with mercy.. haha.. tuesday was towning wif yt and ser after tution.. wed was.... hem... cant remember.. tink i was rotting at home?.. oh ya... from wed till tis morn i was running a temperature.. sianx... fever fever fever... its always like that.. be4 any exams surely will have fever.. not as though i got study liddat... so -__-'' ritex.. haiz.. wasted so much time slping.. hahaha.. bo bian.. sick wad... wad to do.. continue studying and end up in hospital and say bye to o's tis yr and come back ta sch nx yr?.. hahahahas.. im nt tt stupid la.. oh ya... went ta the hit awards 2004 last nite with yt.. had dinner @ marche be4 tt.. hehe.. she got complimentry tickets.. hahaha... so gd right.. our seats were labelled -reserved- one leh.. hahahas... tink its the most ex seats.. yep.. so i sick also muz go.. hahahahaha... am so sianx..... one super bad thing about being sick is tt...... u cant taste anything.. sooooooooooo sianx.. its like.. eating meat is like eating rubber.. jus keep biting till u can swollow... so tasteless.. its like.. potato chips taste jus like something crunchy with no taste.. so... haiz... hahaha... hopefully i can get my taste buds working soon.. hahaha...

ITS SATURDAY AGAIN! =)
had practical exams tis morn.. haha... it was... alright la.. hahaha... then went for british council's LAST lesson. YAY!.. hahahaha... so happy.. no more british council liaox=) after tt i went home striaght.. hahahas... coz i was in sch u.. reach home, slept till 245 in the afternoon.. woke up ta bathe.. and out ta town.. hehehes... caught a movie and went pooling.. after tt was marche.... and mrt home.. which was like.. i just came back? (11.10pm) hahaha.. dinner was SUPER SUPER funny and interesting.. hahahaha.. although a lil' dirty la.. hahahas... stan's frens are really fun ppl.. cant stop laughing.. oh ya.. saw winnie and her frens at cine jus now.. hahahahas... so coincidental.. 2 weeks ago was in tp.. today at cine.. hahas.. wondering 2 weeks later will be where.. hem... i noe la.. sch la.. hahaha... prelim how ta go out rite... -______________-'' cant help it.. i myself feel tt im so lame.. hahahahas...

yesterday went out with mercy, shiying, lesbo ta j8.. was at tp with nictwin and siying first.. hahahas... feel so... comfortable with mercy shiying and lesbo... hahaha... all my sec2 bestfrens.. haha... ARHXXX!!!... i miss my sec2 life... sobx... those days where we could jus have fun and have no worries about studies.. hahaha... 2e2'02 ROX!!..

sianxxxxx... jia lat seh... prelims coming in like... 12days?.. super jia lat.. haven started studying eh... haiz.. haha.. was toking on the fone with yunting jus now... told her i wud accompany her to raffles laselle if i cant get into a jc.. hahaha.. go study fashion marketing.. nt bad ya?.. hahahas... happy daydreaming ya?... haha... so sianx.. nowadays nobody online one.. =(... haha... tml mt prelims ya?.. hahaha.. good luck ta those retaking!=).. hehehehe... oh ya.. today those choir juniors came ta pass mi tis ugly invitation card to tt so called farewell party. WDF!... kaox.. arhx i dun wanna start rambling about how tt pua freak suck la.. if not there will be no end.. but in conclusion, pua jus suck la.. haiz... so the damn pissed.. ARHX!!!.. the beatty choir tt we belong to is no longer existing le la.. now its - PUA FREAK'S CHOIR. yea.. nice name ya?.... haiz haiz haiz.. btw i dun gif a damn if tt pua freak reads tis, coz i dare to say it right into her face. and for those suck up juniors tt sees this, u may choose to let her c. =)