yay.. new skin... nice?.. hehe.. i like it=)

haix.. ser told mi about her emailing melissa regarding some misunderstandings between them and us on choir stuff.. haix... actually sorta got over tis -sonothappywithmspuaissue-after some counselling by mr lee.. haix u noe its like more of disappointing than angry.. its like so disappointed that we completely gave up.. its like.. not the beatty choir tt we belong to anymore.. she controls every single thing... be it choir tees or new committee.. haix.. seriously if she can do things well.. we got nothing to say.. but time after time.. its all but disappointments.. its always (note-ALWAYS) empty promises.. for example, even since sec2.. she promised an end of year choir camp, sec3, she promised to get the gowns or tees or choir badge done, sec4, she promised to let us have a say in the new commitee.. all r?.. EMPTY PROMISES.. perhaps she is really forgetful or careless.. but it jus show tt she doesnt care.. its like... i rememberd mdm ching telling us how -not-a-responsible-person ms pua is... (im serious.. she said tt to us).. she made us lose complete faith in her.. its not like we dun like her on the very day she came.. i remembered getting all excited when we noe tt she is back.. coz all the seniors told us how angelic she is.. even my sis.. how an angel she is... haix.... but once, twice.. thrice... she disappointed us.. how r we supposed to believe again?.. her decisions did not make us xing fu kou fu.. but make us hate her.. this new commitee thing was actually the -immediate cause- which make all of us lose hope. yep.. somewhere round april, we sort of discussed the new com issue with her.. and there r 10 on probation.. (10 choose 8).. then we suggested to have 2 sectional leaders in both alto and soprano.. she said tt its not necessary.. theres no need even to have a SL in the sections.. jus like criticising mi and serene.. plus our idea.. its really fine with us... coz at that time we still believe tt she, as the founder of beatty choir.. wud noe what is best for the choir.. yep.. so we jus listened to her.. then shortly be4 the june holidays, she said she wanna have a meeting ta discuss and decide on who will take over us during the holis.. we asked winnie to contacted her.. she msged her.. i tink more than once.. but no reply.. we tot she might be busy.. so we waited till after the holis... and guess wad?.. we got to know from our juniors tt she had decided their new com. members already... if she had choosen reasonably.. we wud have bear with it and hope tt wad she did was for the gd of the choir.. but no. NO. who was the chairman?.. shixuan.. the only girl on probation in her form class.. shixuan. the one who is in chinese dance. the one who performed for chinese dance instead for choir for so many sch events.. be it speech day graduation day or sec one orientation day.. so many seniors complained about her sucky attitude.. but she was the new chairperson. GREAT. isnt tt great?.. to add on to all our 'bu4 shuang3 -ness', she actually selected 2 SLs in each section.. wow.. she took the idea which she critisized till its like not even worth a though.. not say a second one.. wad a saint she is ya?.. haix.. 4 yrs in this choir.. no camp.. no outing.. no nothing.. seriously i feel tt ms chang will be super sad to know tt beatty choir, the choir tt she put so much effort in had changed back to the orginal state when she jus took over.. or perhaps... even worse.. haix.. during national day tis yr.. they performed.. mi and ser almost broke down.. they r representing the sch for NDP.. but so wad?.. they r not even singing... its all pre-recorded.. none of them sang.. they jus danced.. haix.. is this the choir tt we were once in?. NO. we were in the beatty choir led by ms chang.. the beatty choir tt sings.. not dance.. and since its not the choir anymore... y shd we go to tt farewell party?.. haix.. choir.. is all but memories now.