yawnxx.. been super super tired this 2 days.. hahas.. yesterday had sch till 8++ eh.. damn sian.. the games.. not bad la.. but the fiesta night really quite boring.. today... sample lectures... SIANs.. haiz. oh ya. i confirm come back srjc liao!. er... tot i'll be damn sad?.. but.. im not!.. dunno y eh. hahas.. oh ya. jean, ferlicia, huiwen, junyang + me + others r appeal back to the same class!.. hahas.. n yes, the teachers!!.. hopefully they allow seh... if not i'll be damn sad la!... hahas.. im so lazy to blog today!... yawnx....

i stayed at home all day! so guai right.. was supposed ta meet up my 1s25 pals for.. iceskating yea?.. hahas.. but later decided to help out my bro la. since he's being so nice to my ''da sao''.. hahas.. oh ya. hahas.. he planned an unexpected bd celebration for her.. ordered buffet n invited all her frens to our house + bought her bd present + the flowers, without her knowing.. hahas.. thumbs up, kor! hahahas.. n yes! 'da sao' was soooooooooooooooooooooooo shock n happy that she cried.. hahas.. guys out there! learn ah! hahahas.. n yes, u can imagine my day at home, cleaning up the living room + my room + toilet + accompanying my bro to buy the flowers + clearing up the buffet stuff.

oh ya, n i think i finally xiang kai liao. hahas.. whats the point of being upset over not getting into ny. 4get it la! if my appeal is sucessful, then gd la. but if not, nvm la!... srjc rocks too k. hahahas. moreover, i can be with my dearest 1s25 + rocmoc pals! =)))

life. is unfair.




my day at sr totally suck. imagine getting to listen to every hod talk from 7.30 to 10+ in the hall together with 1000 other ppl?.. then finally getting to go for a break. nx was to do some stupid icebreaker games n cheer session with my og. guess wad? my whole og gave our ogls attitude. none of us actually participated. haha. then it was... break?.. dunno la. all i know is. i queued to get the early dismissal form which is for ppl who wants to appeal to other places. but anyway, i jus got it n came home to slp. quite a great day huh?. yawnx. sucks. i still cant accept the cruel fact. this is just so unfair. on top of that, y must everyone come and ask - ''y r u here''?.. u know im already super super super super super ultra sad liao! teachers c me also shock lor. -__-""

this is bad.. real bad.. haiz.. ganna posted back to srjc. don't really understand how those cheennaa-rians c things. cut off is at 10. but they let those with raw score of like 14 or 13 to get in instead of a 12?. just because of things like affiliations n 1st 3 months??. shrugs. wad a fucked up education system. how i wish i have the money n permission to seek for education else where. im sure there cant be any suckier place than singapore. n since our country believes so much in foreign talents. perhaps i should just get a foreign cert, come back n be under the ''foreign talent" list. at least i wont be looked down upon like those pure singapore cert-ed.

ok enough of complains. went to ny to appeal though. kinda... sad?!?! so many ppl there. haiz. hope i can get in la.. if cannot.. then its really.. SRJC WELCOMES ME. haiz. the only gd thing will be. ROCMOC. yea

was kinda angry though.. angry with myself for not putting poly choices from 2nd choice onwards.. coz if i get into a poly.. i guess i can pursue the type of education life that i yearn for? jc is really. STUDY. at least poly-ians get to do hands on things.. intead of STUDY. MUG. ALEVELS. TESTS. EXAMS. wah the thought of it already scare me. haiz. this is really bad.. seriously.. i rather get something like 16 17 18.. then i'll go sr happily.. or rather 21.. then i'll be sad for my results, but glad tt im going for a poly. 12 really suck. ny also dun wan me liao. HOW!??!?!

haiz..

right thing at wrong time = wrong thing

i just measured my weight and guess wad? SHIT lor. this is bad. i lost 1kg. like WDH! i wanna gain weight! haiz. 41 suck. i wan at least 43 44! =(((

went out with yunting n zhi min just now.. and guess what?.. i realise me n tingx are frens since p3??... hahas.. 8 long yrs of friendship. try beating that =) hahahas.. i tink shes one of those tt changed the most since primary sch.. both physically n mentally! hahahas. dun forget our bridesmaid deal!


suddenly xiang dao all the nice memories i had back in sec sch, especially with yt n ser. hahas.. every choir practice, every com. meeting, every anti-pua-ing, every recess, every lunch, every tution session, every shopping, every neo-ing ... ... ... ... hahas..was looking at our neos in sec2 sec3. SO CUTE!!!! hahahas... compared to the more recent ones, i muz say, both of them become chio le!!! hahahas... c, my influence ah! hahahas.. jkjk...


am having a super whooper shiok talk with lesbo! hahas.. now i truely understand y cats behave like that. hahas.. they r jus plainly jealous n friendless i guess?.. oh no. should be, SHE is jus plainly jealous n friendless i guess? hah. oh poor cat, dun cry, i can understand. stop cat-ing around la, me n lesbo will gladly be your friend. im serious! since u admire us so much that u copy us! hahas.. oh ya stupid lesbo, i miss u leh!... sorry la! been very busy this yr.. hahas.. call the 2e2 ppl out leh! go for pool or smtg?. hahahas... i miss everyone!

wah sian1/2. jus switch on the tv n guess wad i saw?. cindy wang de mtv. SI BEI sway. kan bu xiao qu seh. reminds me of some1 . yuck. really YUCK. act cute act innocent + cannot sing. beh tah han. spoil my day seh. yuck!.

oh ya! im working at synovate now. some tele - survey job. kinda gd pay n fexible working hours. yep. haiya stupid mtv spoil my mood to blog le! =( . shall blog another day.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUTYOURSELF:
too lazy.. er too thin.. n too noisy?? =)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAYESSENTIAL:
hp. money. comp.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
a tee n a pair of shorts + hairband

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
kayaking.. er cycling?.. n runnning with tingx!

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE ABOUT YOU:
i can swim, i do ballet.. er i can cycle.

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEALS TO YOU:
eyes.. height.. sense of humor

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
cycle. be hardworking. dun talk

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
badmintoning! swimming?.. talking!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REAL BADLY RIGHT NOW:
bake cookies!.. er.. rockclimb!.. badminton!

THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:
business woman.. psychologist.. taitai???.. jkjk.. hahas.. er.. stock broker!

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
the whole of europe! africa.. america!

THREE KIDS NAMES:
shanna, zachary, mayan

TOP 3 Most Visited Websites :
blogspot. friendster. hotmail

TOP 3 Favourite Food :
errr.. a lot eh!.. i like... stingray.. crabs.. potatos!

TOP 3 Favourite Snacks/Desserts:
cheesecakes(all types).. chocolates!.. n all sorts of chips! =))

TOP 3 Favourite Drink :
ice lemon tea.. ribena... lemon lime... green tea.. opps.. got 4. hahas..

TOP 3 Indoor activities:
tv-ing.. comp-ing... pool-ing!!!

TOP 3 Outdoor activities :
rockclimbing.. swimming.. running??.. hahas..

TOP 3 Accessories (That You Own) :
my round earrings.. the long dangling ones too.. and.. rubberbands??..

TOP 3 Major Expenses :
food. movies. foodddddd!!!

Top 3 Most Important things in my life:
air. food. water.

Top 3 Favourite Hangout Place:
tpc. mercy's house. town

Top 3 Things You Do Everyday :
eat. come online. talk.

Top 3 Favourite Colours :
white. black. yellow?

Top 3 Annoying Things:
din get a1 for bio. er.. no more le

Top 3 MSN Messenger chatmates:
eh.. dun have top 3 la.. top 5 la.. baztard. banana. ernest. mr. alf.

Top 3 Persons You Miss Most:
make it 5 la... hahas..lesbo-ryn! cousin-lala! winnie! jo! peisee!

i stayed at home all day! so guai right!!!.. hahahas.. was out everyday tis week... am super sick of cine! i go there like... everyday lor! oh ya, yesterday was yunting's 17th birthday! hahas.. sang at party world with ser, laolao & zhimin. yep. quite fun.. hahas..

n yes, i put nyjc(sci) as my first choice.. dare not risk my precious first choice seh.. hahahas.. hopefully i can get in la.. but anyway my second choice is srjc.. hahas... everybody ask me y dont i put something better, er my reason is.. im jus lazy to wake up early la.. hahahas.. srjc is the 2nd nearest jc.. nearest is obviously nyjc la.. hahas.. n ya.. im quite adapted to srjc.. the buildings, the teachers, the ppl.. yea.. n i can continue ''rocmoc-ing''!.. hahas.. but tts if i cant get into ny la.. *cross fingers*..

results r finally out! =))) am super satisfied with my own results.. but seriously, tyco de.. dun tink im staying in sr.. most prob trying for ajc.. cannot then nyjc.. really cannot then back to srjc ba.. tot our batch will break record.. in the end.. really break.. but break the all time lowest for english.. haiz.. y liddat??.. i c miss loo i also sad.. she look so depressed!!! n so many ppl sway sway get d7. y liddat!!!!.. haiz. feel very bad eh..

haiz.. n now.. i tink i have to say bye to rocmoc le.. ='(.. haiz.. rockclimbing is damn nice lor! i nv regretted joining rocmoc!!! rocmoc still rocks! 1S25 too! wah sian.. i'll miss a whole list of ppl!!!!.. seriously.. srjc is a very warm n nice jc.. nice ppl, nice teachers.. nice ccas!!!!.. (esp. rocmoc!).. hahahahas..