this is bad.. real bad.. haiz.. ganna posted back to srjc. don't really understand how those cheennaa-rians c things. cut off is at 10. but they let those with raw score of like 14 or 13 to get in instead of a 12?. just because of things like affiliations n 1st 3 months??. shrugs. wad a fucked up education system. how i wish i have the money n permission to seek for education else where. im sure there cant be any suckier place than singapore. n since our country believes so much in foreign talents. perhaps i should just get a foreign cert, come back n be under the ''foreign talent" list. at least i wont be looked down upon like those pure singapore cert-ed.

ok enough of complains. went to ny to appeal though. kinda... sad?!?! so many ppl there. haiz. hope i can get in la.. if cannot.. then its really.. SRJC WELCOMES ME. haiz. the only gd thing will be. ROCMOC. yea

was kinda angry though.. angry with myself for not putting poly choices from 2nd choice onwards.. coz if i get into a poly.. i guess i can pursue the type of education life that i yearn for? jc is really. STUDY. at least poly-ians get to do hands on things.. intead of STUDY. MUG. ALEVELS. TESTS. EXAMS. wah the thought of it already scare me. haiz. this is really bad.. seriously.. i rather get something like 16 17 18.. then i'll go sr happily.. or rather 21.. then i'll be sad for my results, but glad tt im going for a poly. 12 really suck. ny also dun wan me liao. HOW!??!?!

haiz..