im sick!... down with fever + headache + sore throat + ulcer!.. arhxxxx... so sian. oh ya 1 good thing. i gained weight!... now im 43!... hahahas.. but lets hope that the hao bu rong yi gain lai de weight will not go away with my fever. hehe..

still slacking around in sch these few days.. hahas.. cant bring myself to suffocate in the piles n piles of tutorials. however, i just picked out a few nice ones to do la.. hahahas.. note : A FEW. hahahas.. am quite glad. or rather super glad that i chose phys econs maths.. imagine bio chem maths (&econs) for qilin. oh i'll just die la. hahahas.. been thinking about which wrong choice i made in life this few days.. n i realise.. me ending up in srjc is all becoz of. stupid prelims that i din study for. then MOE. for not eliminating the 1st 3 months thing in our batch. then to think about it, its all becoz of combine sci that everyone looked down on. then it lead to my wrong decision made in sec2 for sub. combi, then to beatty. y am i in beatty. if im in a better sch i'd have gotten better grades, leading to y din i study for psle, then to tis n to that. hahahas! everything is linked!.. to think about it carefully again. perhaps. its all fated! to choose to live life again. i think i will still want it this way. so y complain about life?.. hahahas.. srjc.. is a blessing in disguise for me.=)

hahahas... these few days teachers n new frens are all shock that with my grades, y m i in sr n 1s23, hahahas... n yea, those lead me to those thoughts up there.