im having MAJOR PMS. stay away from me.



life suck. pw group suck. gpp suck. holidays that doesnt seem like holidays SUCK TO THE CORE. ARHXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!

yawnx.. i had a long long long long long long day today.. firstly i woke up at like 8 n went for the stupid maths lec. then to kovan mac for breakfast before heading home. then its to mercy's house before we go tampines. from there we took a train to bedok. and went to c hui wen's taekwondo competition after eating at mac. waited from... 3plus 4 to 9+ for huiwen.. so sad! sr nv win =(. but actually its quite obvious that tj is lousier than us lor! but wad to do. the com. is organised by them.. hahahas..they zi bian zi dao zi yan seh. anyway, me, huiwen, mercy, junyang, ferlicia and ernest went ta eat at chomp chomp after that.. we had chicken wings, fried oyster with egg, satay, stingray, lala, kangkong, fried hokkien mee and sugar cane drink! after that we went ice3! but guai me reach home be4 12. hohoho.

sianxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...

sometimes i wonder if my laziness is inherited from my father. wahahaha. seriously i think that im not cut out for jc. but still, do i have a choice? yawnx.. had dinner with my parents and my bro just now. and my nice kor kept disturbing me n saying how chermaine's sis study everyday till 1am. (chermaine= his gf). yes ya i know shes smarter, she do 4A sub n she got 10 for l1r5. and i also know thats shes damn happy to stay in IJ. hah. but the thing is that her sister is far more clever than my bro. HAHAs. okay i know ure gonna say ''so what? we're both in NUS liao". but its still a fact that shes a 6 pointer n ure a 10 pointer for O's. haha. its just our lousy education system la. many ppl say that yr background is not important, as long as u can produce results. BUT. it'll nv be the same la.. if ure from a top sch, n u get bad results, ppl will most prob think that ure just unlucky or u just happen not to do well for that particular exam. But when ure from a neighbourhood sch, n u happen to get fab results, ppl will most prob think that its just pure luck, tyco-ism. and that u just happen to do well for that particular exam. Isnt it? so actually our fate is long decided when we got into our secondary sch. very true right!

went for ballet this morn. was late but class started even later (as usual). i think i really cannot bear with it anymore. ALL my frens are gone. all. nat, fel, eve, tracy, winnie, sihui, zihui, sharon, terri... ... in addition, stupid teacher merged my sub-el class with those FRESH sub els. meaning those that JUST completed their grade 6. wad the fuck. i completed grade 6 like in sec2?.. and yes, im gonna learn everything from basic with them although my exams is in nov and theirs is 2 yrs later. WDH. im just super angry la. perhaps my passion for ballet has already come to an end. i really rather go for yoga than ballet. ballet can get me no where. unless i go overseas to major in ballet. conclusion - im officially stopping ballet n eliminating ballet off my usual sunday routine by the end of this term. i shall be an EX-ballerina soon. am looking forward to that day. or perhaps i shdnt go for classes anymore. go ballet go until so xin ku. haiz.

i just realise that my pocket money is so pathetic la. and yes. i got so many empty promises from my mum. wheres my new phone? my watch? my $$$? my holiday?

haiz 4get it le la. zhi zhu chang le. & yes. bi shang bu zhu, bi xia you yu. sometimes when yr day is as shitty as mine, do think about those ppl who have to worry about their next meal.

SIANX!

1. mathematical induction tutorial maths test on thurs =SS

2. chinese worksheet (a whole set of paper 2)

3. newspaper reportS. =S

4. physics tutorials - kinematics, dynamics, forces. + assignment worksheets.

5. econs test on saturday. =SSSS

6. PI. draft 2





in addition, i have rocmoc on mon wed fri, yoga on tues, ballet on sun.

oh god. im so dead.

ARHX!

blister X 5 on my fingers.

SUNBURNT!

but for climbing, its worth it! =)))