hmm. dramatic week i've had. firstly its the fever. din go sch on monday. went on tues, but came home with a real high fever. wed = slp day. thurs n fri back to sch. but the throat infection didnt go away with the fever. haiz... in fact is getting worse. at first its only very painful when i swollow things. now speaking will also cause pain. =x. yesterday was my dads 52nd birthday. we went to have steamboat. right after was to visit my 85 yr old granny in TTS. haiz. she had sudden breathing difficulty yesterday. felt so helpless to c her lying there in pain. and seeing all the bruises on her very frail body that were caused by all the dripholes and equipments dampens our spirits. despite seeing her in quite a bad shape yesterday, her departure this afternoon still seem shocking to me. haiz. well i guess i wun be very much free for the next five days. yepyep.

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found this on lao's blog n i think its kinda interesting.

anyway,i had a great day yesterday. guess what? huiwen n i went to ACJC's funfair.. well.. that place is horrible. its totally flooded with people. EWK. but still.. that girl was given $50 worth of funfair voucher from her aunt, so.. ahahas. worth going lah. nx nx, we went town to find ernest! oh god, i think he is the first guy whom i know that rebonded his hair. ahahahahas! funny funny! hmm.. after that its the usual town activities with ernest n his classmates ( to celebrate his bd).. oh yes, we went to eat at marche. (again). ahahaha.. then its pool! god.. really rusty alr. oh and - as usual, me huiwen + ernest ended our saturday @ chompchomp for supper. yesyes, ferlicia joined us for supper too! =)

oh yes, i think im down with fever + sorethroat AGAIN. ahahas. no sch tml!

yay! my phone is finally back from the major repair. well, the mr/ms nice person(whom i dunno who, perhaps he/she wants to flirt with my dad. ahahahas) from the nokia care centre helped me to fix that on/off button, upgrade the whatever thing that comes with new features, changed my cover AND keypad to a brand new + original one - all for free! ahahas. weird right.. so many bonus-s when all i need was a fix in that idiotic on/off button. wahahahas.. feeling really so so so good.


was suspecting if my piss-ness down-ness actually arise from the fact that my beloved phone was miles away from me for the past few days. ahahahahas... perhaps.

i asked some this question in school today - 'do u feel very tired even when u had many many hours of sleep? is it because that u are in some sort of a bad bad mood?' some asked why, obviously i asked because thats the problem im facing. some agreed. and thus, i came up with the analogy - you will feel more tired when ure down because your brain is subconciously aware of yr unhappiness and feels that being awake will bring more unhappiness, thus your brain signals your body to show signs of tiredness very often. ahahs! tada! i think its all crap. any bio students here please correct me? oh god. a part of me is still living in that secondary school bio text book.

anyway, my results for this common test was.. pretty common, just like the test lah. ahahahas. (how lame can i get?!?!). E for maths, D for phys, C for econs. D7 for gp. knn. yes i know everyones gonna ask - HOW COME U fail GP!.. sadd. although i failed by just half a mark, it really mean a lot a lot a lot to me! the even more saddening part is that everyone else seem to be improving n im the only one deproving. and when i once again told huiwen that i think i need to sign up for british council, TANG LING LING once again overheard our conversation and AGAIN she said the same thing - its not your language, its your content! u dun need to go for british council!... i remembered her saying exactly the same thing on the day we got back that gp promos paper last yr! how irritating can it get when yr gp tutor cum CT speaks like a tape. ewk. i'll probaby have her chanting that sentence in my worst nightmare. (well, if pingu(MTC1 virus) were the one chanting that sentence, i guess i'll have a very funny nightmare instead. ahahahas.)-> 2s23's class joke.

to round things off, i think im really glad to get my phone back with me, n my real self back too. ahahahas.. i guess i'll need very little sleep tonight.(refer to qilin's theory on tiredness.)

yawnz.. real tired. anyway, had a 2e2 gathering today! well, lets count. mercy, shiying, laolao, jo, winnie + me! alright... although its not every1 (ryn, fiqa, jane, peili .. .. not free) , but we still had a great time @ marche. dinner was... well, marche food. always the same yah. boring. ahahahas..

well.. been slping really a lot these days but still dun seem to have enough slp. hmmm. i actually had quite a disastrous week. lets just hope for a better weekend.

yawnx. tired tired. anyway, my sis just got home not long ago with a BIG bouquet of sunflowers. very very pretty. but well.. its not from her boyfriend =X. ahahas. siao right. every yr her flowers will flood our room. ewk. hate that dead flower smell. i guess my sis is really really flirty. ahahahahas. wad a word to describe yr sibling eh. but its so true! shes attached n she still chat/go out with other guys that r interested in her! oh man. n i wonder how many hearts have she broke. TOTALLY countless. if theres ever a god that is in charge of love, i bet my sis will be caught by him to be excuted. wahahahas. thank god she doesnt read my blog. PHEW.

shopped like siao these days. dunno what has got into me.. but yesyes! met laolao for our ''birthday''! hehehe.. din really 'celebrate' but well we SHOPPED!.. shant elaborate. but its like.... 4 tops, 1 earring n 1 necklace. hmmm.. plus food food food n MANY MANY GOSSIPS!! quite an enjoyable date with laolao. =) we shall do this more often eh? hehes.

that day mercy's sis was saying that mercy's poison would be sweaters. then mercy said that her sis's would be watches. (poison = any more of it will kill. well, more like.. major burns in the pocket. ahahahas). mercy said that mine would be capris. ahahahas.. kinda true. but not very. hehe. but but but. to add on to my 'dream' list, theres this CK's capris. VERY PRETTY! n it cost almost $400. ahahahas. totally SIAO! but but but. theres this mango one that is very pretty too!(i know everyone will open their eyes wide n give me a frown saying - 'MANGO AGAIN'. ahahahas) well.. 90 bucks. still considering. coz its kinda long. not 3/4 but more of 4/5. yes yes im short. =(

wellwell. ppl, go think about yr poisons n do tell me! ahahahas.. but now. i shall make a few guess. yunting's most deadly poison would be MASCARAS! siao girl. spend $40 on a pink mascara from anna sui when she has got like 5 other mascaras alr! SERENE - CHOCOLATES! anymore of it i think u'll get bad sorethroats. ahahas.. think that poison of yrs is not that deadly lah. LAOLAO! - erm. i dunno! well... maybe that thing that starts with an A? ahahahas.. quite deadly i think. -giggles-

btw, i think i've got some other poison. like my lil niece. fiona wang wei ning. totally cute. not only is she adorable, shes pretty too! ahahahas.. my favourite niece since the day she was born. let me recall. 2001, july 2nd? somewhere there. ahahas


shall let the photos explain my addiction.

fiona on last yr's CNY. so cute even without smiling eh. ahahas. my favourite photo of her n her twin brother felix wang wei ze. pretty pretty pretty right! imagine, they were barely 2 yr old at that time n they alr know how to pose for a photo! thumbs up to nana. =)

just read lao's blog.. shes feeling so blue these days. hope she'll be fine soon. oh yes, n the thing she say about commitments, i so so so so so so so agree sia. ahahahas. n yes yes yes, to wad ser n lao has been talking about, i personally think that its not all about compromising. i mean, its true that u should love someone for who they are, but that doesnt mean to compromise, compromise & compromise. so totally agree with lao once again. u can compromise for 1 day, for 1 week for 1 month, but for a year, or for a lifetime? its more about commitments i guess.

ahahas. commitments. a word i've been trying to hide away from for ages. still, i wanna hide away from it. lao, cheers to our spinisterhood! oh man, that sound so wrong. 'cheers' is a positive word n 'spinister' is a negative word. well, cheers to our single-ton-hood then! ahahas. im forever making new words.

actually i shouldnt be blogging now. i have a paper tml! physics sommore. ewkkk. but still, cant adjust myself to that study mood. ppl, wish me gd luck for my paper-

countdowns - 6 days to my mum's bd cum vday, 1 day to end of common test, 25 more days to yunting's bd.

'dream'list

- that miss sixty's jeans!

- to be a TAI TAI!

- to be a millionaire before 30

- to be invited back to my schools(pcps, beatty n srjc) to give talks

- n to reject all of these crap invitations!

- to retire before 40

- to travel around the world upon retiremnet

- to grow strawberries in my garden

- to have a koi pond with those sallylookalike koi-s

- to have those real candyfloss and popcorn carts. of course in a nice 'cinema' in my 20000sq feet house. of course a billard room too. yes at least 3 guest rooms. oh of course with a rooftop jacuzzi. well.. the master bed room muz be as big as my house now. the toilet at least twice the size of my room now. ... ... ... n it goes on n on...

econs common test tml.. n i dunno y im blogging now. ahahas.

gp today was so-so. but i completed the essay in like 50mins? found it totally impossible. usually i had to beg for time to past slower. well. end up re-writing the essay in a much neater hard-writing plus some editing. well, hope that the marker could get my point of view n pass me with gd grades =). maths was bad. din know they wun be providing formula sheet till like 30mins be4 the paper. i just couldnt stuff all the formulas into my mind, n the integration question was a disaster. P n C i thought would be of great help to pull the overall result, but stupid me din read the question carefully. theres this part where we're supposed to permutate the word 'excellence', 10 letters. so i though, well, 10 factorial isnt it. but well. sort of neglected the fact that theres repetition of alphabets in that word. blurblur me.. so there goes the other parts of the question as well.. overall, maths wasnt that hard, but i was just plain careless. perhaps like wad my brother says, carelessness arise from the lack of practice. oh well, whatever. meet the parents session would be based on this common test. but, honestly i dun care. not like my parents doesnt know that i din study. ahahas. well, they're quite used to seeing bad results from me anyway. i remembered a last-in-class with E8 for eng n emaths + f9 for amaths back in sec3. oh man. thats the gd old days.
conclusion - ''the word - 'excellence' spoil my day' .. ahahas.

yay photos uploaded. well this is taken in suntec where we had our dinner on the eve of CNY. ahahas. my cousin says i look fat in this photo. ahahahas.



oh well, this is taken on the first day of CNY.. ahahahahas.. funny funny photo. almost everyone is in pink. ahahahas...