once again i caught the fever bug. and the most painful kind of mouth ulcers this time round. oh god. please bless me.

birthday is coming. but i dun feel it at all.

im supposed to be on a holiday. but y do holidays seem to be more torturous that normal sch days? i dreaddddddddddddddd going to sch. physically. mentally. emotionally. ah whatever.

please let me get over this last fraction of jc life asap.

n please let the studious part of me emerge soon. i wanna be a nerd. NERD. NERD!

oh yah. n that lazy/slack part of me. LEAVE ME WILL U?

what an irony. im asking my real self to leave. n asking for that fake identity to possess my body.

la la la la la. i can go on n on n nag on almost everything. u know y? coz i cant eat anything that i like to eat now. i cant even bite/chew properly. kill that bug. or kill me.