i hate to ugly-fy my blog with posts like this. but this time i know i had to.

to sally and longyu, i guess theres always 2 sides of the picture eh? clearly u both are seeing one side. and im seeing the other. i know that. n like what i've told longyu, u both cant understand me. but neither do i understand u both. since thats the case, fine, lets just be classmates. anything wrong? no. longyu agreed to it. despite getting all the coldness from u 2, i tried once, twice, many many times to socialize with u guys as what classmates ought to do, all the way till now. if u think that im a hypocrite by doing that, then fine. coz thats what u think. im like stuck in a pressure cooker all alone. i dunno what else i can do. what else i can say. what else i can clarify. what else i can do to solve such issues. i feel like im pushed to the edge of the cliff. anger is not what i see now. im not trying to gain pity or whatsoever. but think about it. u both have each other. i have nothing but myself. now that im better with the class finally, such things have to happen again. i really dunno what more i can do. please tell me.

this is what im feeling right now. like what i've said, theres always 2 sides. n i bet u cant understand me again; exactly the way i cant understand u both.