wish me luck everybody!
im so gonna pass my TP on monday.

and and i found my new friday night activity.
not as exciting but more revitalizing and rejuvenating. LOL.
machiam some spa.
anyway icecream works just as well (if not more) as that.
icecream with the right person(s) of course.
many many more icecream therapy to come!
and i shall ignore my icecream monogamy and try out all flavours at all places.
hopefully i'll find something else even better that can take over haagan daz strawberry's place in my heart.
but then again. despite all that i still kinda miss the old way of spending friday nights.

and. i absolutely hate the way im spending my saturdays.
dun ask me why. u should know.

the slack gene in me is suddenly surfacing. cant believe i haven touch my books/notes at all. and i haven been paying attention in class at all. how am i supposed to get all HDs this way. =(
on top of that. it hit on me for running as well. i cant believe i only ran twice this yr! how am i gonna improve my half marathon timing this year! =(
i so gotta defeat that S monster in me. and Z monsters too.

bangkok/hongkong, any takers?
and. army half marathon. 21km or 10km?

busy busy me.

work is =))((
driving is =)(
school is =(((
projects are =((((((((((((((((((((((
birthday parties are =)((
friday nights are =)())()())
random lazy rainy sunday afternoon with lao and sunny is =)))))
korean food is =)))
ktv is =))
photobooth is =))))
movie dates are usually =))))))))))) and then =(((((((((((((((((((((
nissin cup noodles (tom yam) is =))))
honey stars - =)))))
kokocrunch - =))))
chocolates are =))))
icecreams are. much awaited. so much so that they're from =) to =l to =( to =l and then to nothing.

been repeating this line to my project group mates almost everyday -
"nobody says no to honey stars"
then i'll offer them honey stars.
and i'll repeat if they ever think twice.
and then when someone finally say no
i'll say "you're nobody"

and yes i repeat that everyday. be it honey stars or kokocrunch or milo or whichever conflakes/cereal/chocolate/sweets/ chips. lol. nobody says no to miss chong! hahas.

yawns. sch's boring. work's boring. driving is not boring but scary.
my test is on 16 march! omg. 1 more week
omg omg omg .
i better pass. i must pass. i will pass!

days after days.
weeks after weeks.
months after months.
years after years.
maybe decades after decades and even centuries after centuries.
sometimes things just doesn't change.
history always repeats itself.
and people always make the same mistakes in life.
the mistake of believing, trusting and expecting that this time round things would be different.
when will i finally learn. finally learn and apply the true meaning of having zero expectations on everything. every single thing in life so that i wouldnt have the chance to feel the slightest touch of disappointment.
and when i finally reach that state, will i truly be happier. or will i just lose away that last bit of humanity in me.

dun judge me. and dun say that im emo. coz im not. im merely stating down what's on my mind. to remind myself over and over again so that i wouldn't make the same mistake in life ever again, even though i know there's this dumb side of me that will always always always psycho myself to make believe again.

expectations are meant to be unmet. promises are meant to be broken. trust are meant to be breached.
and i know i will never be able to fully trust anyone. or anything. not even myself.
and thank you. you and you and you. the many yous. for making me a stronger me.

and let me warn you. and you and you and the many yous out there. do not. do not and do not attempt to ask me anything coz i'll get really frustrated. i do not need all the stupid crap of 'are u ok' or 'whats wrong' or 'are things alright'. i swear i'll be mad at anyone who ask me about anything on this.